eksem,aku curik masa jap!!

I miss you

Salamun a'laik and good day...

just want to shout out here. I MISS YOU, FRIEND! omo... tahu la ko dah tepu gila study microbiology. tapi xyah la kluar gaya mcm ala2 ko tu stress sgt. huuuuu... haru seyh.

exam is few days more. STRIVE FOR EXCELLENCE!
Januari nanti kita lepak lagi ye... :)

Wordless Wednesday

:)

I hate you

-entri ini bukan untuk warga meknon-

ehem... tgk tajuk pun dh tahu ak pnya emo mcmana. entri ni lbih kpada entri kecewa dgn seseorang.

direct la ye... aku kecewa sbb aku anggap kau mmg kawan yg boleh diharap.
aku kecewa sbb selama ni ak anggap kau jenis kawan yg baik2.
rupanya... Allah. sabarnya aku sbb xmelenting depan kawan2 and the most important, depan kau.

diam je.

tanpa aku sedar, mcmtu rupanya kau cakap belakang aku ye? hmm... yg bgitahu kat aku pun, orang lain. but boleh dipercayai la sumber tu.
diam diam aku, kau gunakan sebaik2nya ye...

kalau dah tak tahu buat kerja mcmna, tolong bgtahu aku. aku bukan jenis makan orang. aku masih makan nasi dgn ayam.

jangan tunjuk sangat bodoh awak tu dengan sikap sombong. orang tua2 kata, "bodoh sombong (?)"

hmm... kau kata, "oh i get this result from other group". sedar x result tu akan effect utk further lab reports? bila aku cakap, "for the result, i just simply took from others" kau jawab, "x effect ke?" oh! pandai plak kau bagi reason gtu.

haiz... geramnya aku... aku diam lagi. aku merana dapat lab mate mcm kau.

luckily, semangat aku masih ada. anyway, thanks for being my lab mate, course mate, lecture mate yg "sekepala" dengan aku for almost 3 sem. after this, go find your own lab mate by yourself. enough la asking me with silly question, "farah, awak ambil lab session berapa ye next sem?"

aku rimas.

btw, thanks for showing your true colors during 3rd sem. so, i've knew your attitude and i've 5 more sem to pair with anybody else for lab. enough is enough. pengajaran utk aku. never be TOO KIND with people like them. Life must go on. Never give up. Final exam is just around the corner. Usaha, dan sabarlah kamu. :(

now i remember

a friend of mine noticed something that even I didn't.

"How come you're looking so sad?" 

I was shocked. 

" Do I?" 

That got me thinking..I do feel sad..but over what?

well, let's just say, when I got back here, I realised, I'm worried. 

I'm worried of being the old me. 

I was so excited about going back home but when I do actually reached home, I remembered the exact reason why I wanted to go in the first place. 

maybe i'm just hopeless when it comes to family matter. 

I intend to write more, but some things are just not to be shared. 

p/s: isn't it ironic when a person totally unrelated by blood knows you more than your own family? and the family claim they know you more than you do. It's just add to the disappointment when they're dead wrong and they think you're wrong and they're still the right one.  

terus terang aku cakap..

AKU KECEWA SANGAT SEKARANG..

aku jarang nak kecewa pasal bende bende kecik, tapi melalui bende2 kecik ni lah yg menunjukkan perangai sebenar seseorang tu..dan kali ni memang aku rasa sangat terkejut dan sedih..

macam ni lah rupenye perangai kau kan..Kau tak tau ke aku nih sensitif? takkan kau bute beb? nampak sgt kau xkenal aku lagi..takpelah..

Takkan kau nak aku fikir pasal diri kau je lebih dari 5 orang yang lain? kau tuh penting sangat ke?
bagitau lah aku, ape sbenarnye yang kau dah wat untuk aku?

Aku terkilan la..sorry to say, but you are SELFISH. kalau aku terperangkap dekat sebuah pulau atau tempat lain, ciri2 pertama yang aku paling taknak skali adalah "PENTINGKAN DIRI"..

Aku xmarah, tapi aku sejujurnye sangat sedih..kau watlah aku camni. Nanti aku pentingkan diri balik kat kau baru kau tau..Tapi ironisnye, aku xnak pentingkan diri macam kau..BECAUSE I WOULD REALLY HATE IT IF I AM BECOMING JUST LIKE YOU.

Aku cube smalam untuk lupakan dan berlapang dada mcm Ikrimah, tp masyaAllah..susahnyeeeee...

So another alternative is to let it all out and never think about it again.

i don't care if you're gonna cry reading this. YOU NEED IT.

What are your tears for?

Do you easily shed your tears?

I saw a boy today near my home

He was so happy with a toy gun in his hand

So was his parents and sister

happily strolling down the street

chit-chatting with each other

Yesterday a friend was delighted to ask to make her a cake

She really likes cheese cake

I love her

but isn't it ironic?

People are dying of starvation

They couldn't eat what the body needs

let alone what the heart desires

but we just eat whatever the heart wants just because we like the taste

and we keep on baking and cooking

just because we can

Thousands of miles away from me,

A boy was struggling to survive

He's a terrorist for throwing rocks to invaders that terrorise his own land. 

He used to cry everyday for losing his loved ones,

one by one..

until he has no reason to be scared of losing more. 

He was just a child. 

barely a teenager.

I see him and his friends share the same dream

playing in the rotten alley 

perfumed by the smell of fresh blood

though the source took place 20 years ago in the same alley

They want to be free

They're screaming everyday for help

Yet we cast them away

We couldn't stand their pain and the noise they make

People are fighting for freedom

we're staring at them but we don't see them

Just because we can't relate to them. 

We talk and talk 

but the hands never moved

our feet are glued to the floor

We listen but we don't hear,

our eyes were watching rainbows and stars

We love peace and harmony,

but we call other races as underrated,

and our own as superior.

What actually have we done to even think so highly of ourselves?

Did we discover the penicilin?

Did  we build the first car?

Did we invent the computers?

Do we even know the words of God in Al-Quran?

Do we practise what we preach? 

People used to cry over life and death matters.

But now I see a girl cries over the grades she got on a piece of paper. 

Telling people how she worked hard on it.

I wonder,

where would she end up someday?

Is it my fault that she's crying over her grades?

Have I told someone before that a grade is everything?

Did I forget to tell her to grow up as a person?

Have I told her to be people, not as a devil's worshipper?

Am I encouraging her to chase the life than the death?

People used to cry over life and death matters.

I wonder, 

Has the world changed?

The world hasn't change.

We changed.

The King's Speech- lessons learned

What are you gonna do when you have always known you got a problem within yourself? 

I just think this movie has something new to offer to audience. Although I don't think parents would like it if their children being bombarded with the massive "F" word during the training. 


To be honest, I just can't sleep because I just did. 


Malaysian movie makers should try to learn from this movie in the sense of offering something fresh for the audience. "The king's Speech" for example, is basically about a king who had to deal with his stammering which he had since a kid and then he found a good trainer which then became his friend. Being a royal, and an heir to the throne, stammering is a big problem. Hence, the movie is directed nicely, and very good acting is performed, just to give us a glimpse of the real-case royal situation. That very simple storyline however, fits well just perfectly. 

Unlike the majority of Malaysian movie which have far more complicated story plots (more headache than entertainment if you ask me), They have nothing new or educational to offer to public. You gain nothing. That's it. I really hope some of them would read this. Pleaseeeeee make some simple decent movie for us to enjoy and have our thoughts to ponder on. Educate us with educated education. No more about mak datin and mega million projects or even rape, incest and all that. Set a good example for us. You could even learn from the Indonesian movie maker. Watch "Sang pencerah", dude...Don't just watch Bawang putih bawang Merah Sinetron..Malay Historical movie could only be counted with fingers. We still have loads of good books and novels to be adapted to silver screen. Why would you guys still choose to do about hantu and pocong and all that?


If anyone ask me, what do I learn from watching this movie, I could surely and elaborately answer them. And if they ask me, do I enjoy watching it, I would surely say yes!
If another question comes up, would you recommend it to others..depends. Some people don't like watching this kind of historical movie and prefer cartoon, or romantic comedy or useless comedy or some pointless drama. 


But for me, I like to learn and criticise every little thing I watch. The only thing that I could critic is my hearing problem. (I watched this movie without english subtitles, mind you, and I don't really have the most spectacular hearing either)

sorry for making u misunderstood

adui~ disebabkan aku buat entri yg buat certain of meknons pening kapla. so, i have to come out with one solution.. make a statement ahaha...

Ayin, entri bawah tu bukan utk meknon2. entri tu utk org lain.

sorry for making u wonder who? what? and why?
-farah-

random rants.. I guess..

Just wanna give some reminders to all of us especially me myself..

Please pay full attention on this one.

1. Don't ever say "NO" to me. I'll somehow gonna prove and show you that I can.

2. Don't talk about something totally unrelated when I'm talking. That's just the way I'm gonna treat you back.

moving on...

I've  always heard this one..  

But the reality is, it's really hard for me. 

Not many people know that I totally feel disgusted when I have to share food with people. I mean, when I have to use the same spoon used by someone else..I don't know why but...it's just YUCKYYY...I wonder what's going to happen if I have a husband one day..how are we going to share everything..okay, that's way too far to think for now. Well, that's the truth for you guys. I don't know if you know, but i'm telling you now. 

Sometimes when people asked me to share food, it makes me feel guilty. Well not to the point where I was about to cry though..I'm not that innocent. Well the point is, I DON'T SHARE THE SAME SPOON THAT HAS JUST GONE TO YOUR MOUTH OR DRINK FROM THE SAME BOTTLE WITH ANYONE ELSE. I'm not proud of that either. I'm not sure if there's any name for that or even if it's some kind of psychological disorder. Oh well...LIVE WITH IT PEOPLE! 

we are who we are

okay, I know that I wrote something about contributing to this blog after I'vefinished my exams..but have I got news for YOU!!! the internet was cut off and we just got it back this morning after I made some calls to the company..but, that's not what I was planning to type earlier..

I'm now planning the trip to Europe with my friends. We have to find as much details as we could to prepare ourselves there. We want this to be our chance to learn something new and  then share it with you guys back in home sweet home.. =)

I am planning to shoot a couple of videos just so I could show it to you guys what the heck are actually doing there.. I hope it's going to be awe...wait for it...SOME!! insyaAllah..

this may seems to be a little out of context but somehow, I just noticed that my writing hasn't been that deep anymore..well, I'm hoping to change that. You guys know that I used to have a blog (well, I still have it but I forgot the password so I can't have an access to it anymore), So I went there once in a while, and I just thought.. "WHOAA, this kid is good" hahaha I mean, I enjoyed writing them back then, and now when I read it, I enjoy reading it! So, I'm hoping that next time, we all would enjoy reading what each of us wrote in here.

P/S: I know you guys are busy over the holidays ( or no holidays, I don't know), but when I get back, I only have the first weekend to see you guys because after that, I have to do my practical work at UPM. That and the saturdays and sundays I guess..So please pretty please, let's meet up..

2nd P/S: I really don't get it with the previous entry..there are so many questions racing through my mind now..like who wrote it? Why? What happened? Is it my fault? oh man...

well just to cheer things up, look at mah photos peeps!!

blooming flowers at Massey entrance

beautiful rainbow SubhanAllah

somewhere in Manawatu

Somewhere in Manawatu part 2 hehe

beautiful Massey Uni

Sakura aka cherry blossom =)

i think..

i'm gonna update this blog after i've finished exam (this monday to be exact)

it's gonna be awe...(wait for it)...some!

RASA MACAM DIREJECT xpon DIEKSEP??

kite tau ke yang sama ada kite ni kena reject xpun kena accept dek orang??
yelah,mulut die bermanis dengan kite, tapi bile tengok dpd cara die pandang kite pun kite boleh agak kan yang die susa nak accept kite ni sebnonye sebahagian dpd masyarakat jugak..
mulut kan boleh menipu,mimik muke yang susah nak tipu kan??

entah, bile aku tengok benda macamni,
baru terpikio yang boleh ke kite yang sebagai manusie ni suke2 kuasa nak mereject orang,mengeksep orang??
even kite ade pilihan yg boleh buatkan kite boleh mereject ngan menngeksep orang.. 


betullah,aku tak buat apa-apa salah kat orang yang buat muke reject nih,
die pon xbuat apa2 salah kat aku pon...
dan kalau aku xkisah pasal benda nipon ,
xde pape masalah pon yang boleh jadi (setakat nilah)


mungkinlah perangai aku memang diorang xboleh nak terima,
tapi disebabkan rasa nak beradab,
diorang pon bemanis mulut la dengan aku...

entah...
rasa menyampah bila orang hipokrit dengan kite...
tapi memang fitrah manusia jugak r,
xkan xterasa bila dia memang tunjuk sangat reject die kat kite...
jadi kalau xnak sentap secara direct,
terima je r "accept" hipokrit die tuh..
 kite pon bukannya ada kuasa mutlak pon nk mereject2 org nih...
kite pon kadang2 sbnonye tmasuk jugak dalam golongan "mereject" orang nih...
cuma akal kite nih je...
sedar ke x hipokrit yang kite penah buat tuh..

uniknye r hubongan nih!!

tadi aku terdengar teori xtau pebnde tah,
yang katne klebihan manusie nih kalau dia cacat ke, buta ke, pekak ke,
masih lagi boleh berhubung...


aku cam terfikir r...
manusia je ke boleh buat macam tu??
makhluk lain xboleh buat??
hape pnye teori da..
(aku memandai2 teori sebnonye)


bile terfikir balik...
kuasa tuhan memang hebat r...
manusia memang ada kuasa berkomunikasi,tak kira apa cara pun
selagi ada otak dengan nyawa kat dalam diri..
tapi yang lain2,xkisah r yang hidup xpun yg bukan hidup...
boleh jugak nak ekspreskan diorang nye cara komunikasi tu..


cam kambing kalau dia bisu pun xkan xde cara nak bagi taw kambing terdekat dengan cara dia yang tersendiri..
macam tu jugak yang bukan bernyawa pun...
macam kalau nak hujan,macam mana angin tu bertiup, cara dia semua...
aku rasa cam....
WOW ngan ase kagum ngan kebesaran TUHAN je r yg aku mampu stakat nih...


ak cam terfikir gak TUHAN dah jadikan kita complete dengan kelebihan setiap orang masing2,
tapi kita xboleh jugak bertindak sendiri,
kene jugak ade hubongan tuh...
(aku paham lepas ni korang akan cakap"dah kata manusia dengan makhluk yang lain tuh dah dijadikan untuk melengkapi satu sama lain,nak tak nak kena berhubung gak r")


rasanya macam TUHAN jadikan kita dengan semua benda yang DIA jadikan bersatu dengan hubungan yang dia dah tetapkan bagi kita semua taat kat DIA...
tapi kita yang manusia ni paham ke macam mana nak memperkuat,mengelokkan lagi hubungan tu??
(aku tau jawapan dia memang dah ada :berpegang terus kat Quran dan Sunnah, tapi konsep nak pegang tu r)

MAK & AYAH....

Aku baru dapat tahu yang seorang daripada kawan kita, yang kita kenal,

mak dia dah pergi dari dunia ni buat selama-lamanya...

Kalaupun aku dapat tahu berita ni lambat,

bila aku dah tahu tu,

aku rasa sedih sangat...

Sedih....

Even aku bukan kat tempat dia...

Tak boleh aku bayang kalau aku kat tempat dia,

sebab sepanjang hidup aku sentiasa ada je bayang mak dengan ayah aku,

kalaupun aku duk jauh daripada diorang sekarang...

Tapi dah tuhan nak ambik kan,

siapalah aku nak menafikan...

Kalau dibagi hidup seribu tahun pun kat mak ngan ayah aku pun,

seboleh-bolehnya aku taknak lepaskan diorang untuk Allah ambik nyawa diorang,

sebab dioranglah aku rasa aku ada makna nak hidup...

Dalam aku dengar berita sedih ni jugak,

baru aku terfikir pasal mak ngan ayah aku,

yang kat mana selama ni fikiran semak ngan macam2 benda...

Terus terlintas perangai2 buruk yang au pernah buat kat diorang...

Untuk mak ngan abah(even aku tau diorang xkan pernah baca ni):

-kaklang mintak maaf dengan pe yang kaklang pernah buat kat mak ngan abah!!-

 

KEHECTICAN hidoooooooooooooop

Ala, bukan aku sorang yang rasa benda nih,sume orang pon rasa,selagi hidop selagi tulah hectic ni xkan berakhir kan...

Bukan nak merungut tak puas hati,Tapi........
Aku rasa macam hilang identiti aku sendiri,
macam dah pupusss
Macam xbetul pon ade gak...

Bukan tak boleh nak jadik diri aku yang dulu,
tapi aku kena bagi keutamaan kat benda yang bukan diri aku dulu,sebab benda tulah yang menjamin hidup aku kat masa akan datang,
Insya-allah ngan amin ....

Aku terasa sangat nak jadi aku yang dulu...
Rasa2 Bila lagi ek boleh jadi balik??

-yennade-

tengoklah video ni..

 kita xtau dalam 10 minit tu macam-macam dah terjadi kat seluruh dunia..bersyukurlah dengan nikmat yang ada

it's TIME to change

let's change to the better.

Fear of Allah's judgement for the judgement day is near.
let's do it all sincerely.

let's change our hearts

Adakalanya dosa yang mendatangkan kehinaan dan kekecewaan lebih baik dari ibadat yang mendatangkan kehebatan dan ketakburan

ruang untuk menegur diri dan orang di sekeliling itu terbuka luas..

..cuma ada caranya..

kadang-kadang,

kita juga tegur orang..

hanya disebabkan kita benci atau tak berkenan dengan perlakuan dan perangainya..

bukannya sebab kita tegur untuk kebaikan bersama-sama (kerana Allah)..

kadang-kadang,

cara kita tegur orang tu buat orang tu sakit hati..

Sekarang kita lihat pula cara Rasulullah s.a.w tegur orang pada zaman dulu..

tak perlu berpanjang lebar dalam memberi teguran..Cukup sekadar yang perlu saja..

"sekiranya kamu tidak malu, berbuatlah sesuka hatimu" -sabda rasulullah s.a.w

perasaan malu itu penting, malu itu yang membezakan setiap perkara yang kita buat..

SUSAHNYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

susah...
memang susah...
memang susah nak carik yang sekepala cam kite nih...
aku tak tau kenapa,selama aku kekalkan perangai aku yang agak ngeng gak ni,ramai rupanya yang tak puas hati...
yela,bukan semua orang nak dengan perangai ngeng nih...

ok...
xpe kalau tak puas hati...
tapi kenapa xcakap awal2??
asal kena tangguh benda tu sampai sekarang??
kalau cakap awal2 kan ok,xpayah cakap belakang2 aku sebelum ni...
naseb baik diluahkan jugak,kalau tidak merungut je la memanjang tapi xde suara sampai kat aku...

entah...
sekarang rasa macam hipokrit gile...
jadi baik semacam,bukan diri sendiri...
semata-mata nak menghormati pihak yang xminat ngan perangai ngeng...
tapi itu xpe,sebab aku paham dunia ni bukan aku yang punye...
jadi kalau yang majoriti nak perangai sopan,suci gila bagai,nak tak nak terima je r...
tapi terus terang aku cakap perangai aku still menggile...
still xsampai seru aku nak jadi suci semua nih...

-YENNADE PUNYE-

maafkan aku ye kawan2

Salamun alaik... and good day to all.
I've been busy for the past few days since got to catch up with some important uni events...
*i'm not MPM (Majlis Perwakilan Mahasiswa) member nor any president for any clubs OK*
just regular member :) yg aktif :) . maafkan aku ye meknons... xdapat nak up-to-date dgn korg. serius teramat busy. sampailah di satu tahap, aku xtahu nak buat apa sebab terlalu banyak kerja. ya Allah, berikan ketenangan padaku... aku jadi blur sampai kalau playlist aku main lagu raya pun aku taram tibai je dengar. HHAHAHAHA... omo... mmg kritikal.

jom jadi NERD this sem?? HAHAHAHAHA

haiyoh. ok. ni aku dpat update sat dengan korang. next, i need to finish up my report for academic report writing subject. tomorrow, need to present about my proposal plak. huuuuu... nasib badan la ambil max credit hours.

kena pulun lorr... xpe. USAHA TANGGA KEJAYAAN! no pain, no gain la!
farah out dlu... hope our ukhwah sampai ke syurga ye~ :) insyaAllah.

"mis an der sten ding..."

cashier: alright that would be six "tin" for the milks..

blurry girl (but cute): huh?? sixteen dollars for 2 milks??...*what kind of milk is this??*...

cashier: oh "yis"..six dollars and "tin" cents..

blurry girl (and still cute): oh..yeah i know that.. *smile awkwardly*..

"yis" = yes

"tin" = ten

and so on...

=.="

dust is my bed

Dust is my bed.
embraces me.
Its my cover now.
the sand surrounds me.
Even behind my back.
And the grave tells a darkness of my affliction.
And brightness draws a line.

Dust is my bed.
embraces me.
Its my cover now.
the sand surrounds me.
Even behind my back.
And the grave tells a darkness of my affliction.
And brightness draws a line.

Where’s my family’s love.
They sold my loyalty.
And Where’s my group of friends.
They left my brotherhood.
Uh UH my brotherhood.
Where’s my bless of money.
It behind my back.
And my name ( reputation).
Where’s its shine between praises.
This is the end dust is my bed.

Dust is my bed.
embraces me.
Its my cover now.
the sand surrounds me.
Even behind my back.
And the grave tells a darkness of my affiction.
And brightness draws a line.

Love farewells its longing.
And my elegizing cried.
And tears went dry after crying.
And universal became narrow and so is my space.
And the grave became my ground and sky.
This is the end dust my bed.
Fears fills my estrangment.
And sadness is my Illness.
I expect firmness.
And I swear it’s my cure.
Allah I pray faithfully you are my hope.
Allah I desire heaven to find bliss in it.

tak nak beli eskrim lagi dah ='(

lepas ni kalau aku nk beli pon kene beli 2 kotak..1 khas utk aku, 1 utk korg.. =(

aku punye niat mmg nak kongsi tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii,

korang asek terlupe je....

aku malas nak ckp byk kali bgtau dok ulang ulang ulang benda sama..

sbb benda tuh bukannye benda yg aku banggakan...

in fact, i hate that feeling. i hope that it one day would just dissappear. *poof and gone..*

kalau korg perasan pon aku xbgtau org2 yg aku xbrape nk rapat..
so bile aku da bgtau korg, korg patut amek berat siket la psl hal tersebut...

tapi dah aku macam nih, nak wat camne..dari dulu lagi beb..

tapi korg wat gak bende same.. ='(

aku terasa beb..

sbb tuh tunjukkan korg sbenarnye x brape kisah..

HMMM, xpela...

scr jujurnye, aku rase nak nangis..

edit: aku chill jaaaaaaa

Mawar Berduri

Assalamualaikum... good day to all...

jom jadi mawar berduri? hehe... tajuk je pun mcm tajam semacam je kan? hehe...

to ayen.. actually, now i'm in a state agak xbtul sket. sbb bru kna brainwashed dgn mama n my sis. ngeh~ pasai pa ek? hmmm... agak2 nye lah kan, pasal apa eh?

dah ak xcite lagi.. mmg la korg xthu.. hayooo..

cantik kan mawar ni? tapi xsemua bleh dapat ...

hmmm... pasal insiden ak kt matrik. ak dibuli. ngeh~ hampeh tul. jgn suh ak cite balik kt cni mcmna ak kna buli. y jdi main point adalah imej seharusnya sesuai dengan umur (dan semestinya perlu dan PERLU menutup aurat). yes. itu y ak mahu highlight kan di sini. dah highlight dah pun...

"awak tu dah masuk umur 20 tahun. dah bleh jadi mak orang kalau kahwin (ok. ini ayat penyedap rasa aku) tapi perangai... ayooo... cubalah bawak berubah sket. xnak lah keras semacam je."

"cubalah berlembut sket dengan orang. pakaian tu jaga sket..." and etc.. etc.. etc..

ok. hmmm... klu takat pakaian tu, mmg ak ckap, ak kna ubah la... hehe... xleh nak dalih apa la... tp klu perangai... sorry to say... ak berlembut ikut tmpat, masa dan kesesuaian keadaan. nak suh ak blembut xtentu hala... that's not me. i think, ko salah org la beb. hehe... mmg ak tegas. sbb ak xnak insiden di matrik berulang lagi. cukuplah sekali itu. lagi2, sekarang ni hidup ak kt kampus mmg kena deal utk presentation dgn boys (mostly)... so, semua nak menang. masing2 ada ego sendiri. aku? xkan aku selalu nak kena dengar idea dorg je?? hehe... ak pn nak llaki dgr apa idea ak... that's why ak tpaksa dan perlu utk berkeras... ngeh~

back to the title... mawar berduri tu dikira simbolik kpada ppuan y disukai oleh org sekeliling tapi bkn senang utk dapatkan ppuan tu dan ak mahu jadi spt tu. ak tahu bukan mudah utk berubah. berubah ke arah lebih baik mmg byk halangan. slowly change la... bkn hari ni kena brainwash, esok pagi jd org lain plak. xbleh drastik klu nk berubah. perlahan2 la... so, ak mahu org sekeliling selesa berkawan dgn ak (dan bkn berpura-pura utk jdi kawan ak. ak xperlukan itu!). :) dan aku perlukan sokongan dr kawan2 ak...

lantaklah hape tajuk pon!!

weh hei heiiiiiiiiiiiiii...
eh,lupe assalamualaikum
jangan risao ak xmaroh...
kalo aku maroh pon aku xbako orang eh...
tajuk xmlambangkan ekspresi aku cam nak marah orang, dan sekarang aku tak rasa nak marah orang pon...
sebelom tuh nak ucap slamak ari rayo lah...
dah masuk musim studi je lupe nak wish bende2 alang uh, sebab environment xrase raye pon...

haha...
nampak sangattt aku xde topik nak cakap kat korang...
cume saje nak hangetkan blog ni hah bagi jangan merajok,sebab dah brape bulan aku tnggalkan die gantung xbertali...
nak blog ni rasa aku ni wujud dalam komuniti meknon ni hah..

sejujurnyalah aku cakap aku dah xtau hape2 bnda korang da share bagai,ilmu2,tazkirah2 sume tuh..
so kalau korang cite kat aku pasal pape page yg korang dah post selama aku xhapdet blog alang nih,sorilah nak cakap,aku memang xboleh nak cite pape r...

Aku lagi suke bercerita dari menaip.

tapi kadang-kadang ada kata tak terluah.

.......aku taip la....

tapi kadang-kadang aku malas taip.

.......aku pon terlupe...

kalau aku lupe baguslah..

kalau tak lupa?

.......aku pon pendamlah...


what are we talking bout again?

EATING THE AYEN WAY!

*mu gilo apo?

erk, nak cakap eating the right way, okeh?? bukan eating ayin..no no no, you cannot eat me. I mean you could.. but that's being a cannibal and it's really not accepted in the society norm..

okeh mari mulakan tazkirah kite pada hari ni iye..*mode serius*

ahem ahem..

Assalamualaikum w.r.b,
   Kite nih..baru je lepas Ramadan kan.. Dah raye dah pon.. haa mase puase tuh, bukan main lagi kite pergi ke pasar beli makanan kan? Kate bulan pose tuh lah bagi peluang untuk berjimat cermat amalan mulia, tapi....alangkah ruginye kite kerana sentiase membeli makanan dgn tamaknye untuk berbuka..

Mase raye, huh..lagiiiiilaaah terok tak payah cakap.. raye dari pagi sampai ke malam..maaaaaaaakaaaaaaaan je koje..penat eden tau! *meng-kantoi-kan diri sendiri nih..* suke memang suke, serooonoook kan makan nih?

TETIBA..

"Rasulullah tak pernah dpt mkn kenyang 3 malam berturut"

Di dalam riwayat Bukhari & Muslim, Aisyah r.a. berkata:

“Keluarga Muhammad tidak pernah merasa kenyang kerana makan gandum selama tiga malam berturut-turut hingga baginda wafat.”

Abu Hurairah r.a. berkata:
“Aku pernah masuk menemui Nabi s.a.w. dan ketika itu baginda sedang mengerjakan solat dalam keadaan duduk.

Kemudian aku berkata: “Ya Rasulullah! Aku melihat anda solat dalam keadaan duduk. Apa gerangan yang menimpa anda, ya Rasul?”

Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda:

“Lapar! Wahai Abu Hurairah.”

Aku tak tahan mendengar jawapan itu, aku terus menangis.

ade sambungannye kenapa Allah memberi rasa kelaparan dekat nabi..tapi aku lupelah..

with credit to this man's blog. (tidak ku pasti sama ade pemilik blog ini lelakikah atau wanitakah..)

 

video paling sejuuuukkk dlm memori henfon ku

yg nih mase tgah main salji nyehehe

yg ni mase dlm perjalanan nak naik bukit tuh..tp video xbrape nak lawa la sbb gune kamera henfon je pon..hehe adelah masalah teknikal siket mase tu

yg nih mase tgh2 tgh perjalanan..heheh 

konklusinye, video nih xikut kronologi masa..ngehehhe saje je nak wat mencabar minda siket utk korang nih =)

gmbo ekslusif eden di perantauan ...

eksssklusessifff tergeliat lidah eden nak nyebut nye ha..yg penting ianye hak cipta terpelihara dan original..

kamera baru eden..

popcorn biru kami..

bunge berputar putar putarrrrrr

cardcaptor sakura nyeheheh wangiiiiii

pemandangan yg indah lg permai

kawan eden nih ha main skuashhhhh

senior eden pon nak maen gak

the most beautiful girl in the worlddd

tenang je tgok kan..?subhanaAllah

SubhanaAllah walhamdulillah wallah huakbar!

konklusinye, xdelah byk sgt gmbo eden ni haaa...heheh