terus terang aku cakap..

AKU KECEWA SANGAT SEKARANG..

aku jarang nak kecewa pasal bende bende kecik, tapi melalui bende2 kecik ni lah yg menunjukkan perangai sebenar seseorang tu..dan kali ni memang aku rasa sangat terkejut dan sedih..

macam ni lah rupenye perangai kau kan..Kau tak tau ke aku nih sensitif? takkan kau bute beb? nampak sgt kau xkenal aku lagi..takpelah..

Takkan kau nak aku fikir pasal diri kau je lebih dari 5 orang yang lain? kau tuh penting sangat ke?
bagitau lah aku, ape sbenarnye yang kau dah wat untuk aku?

Aku terkilan la..sorry to say, but you are SELFISH. kalau aku terperangkap dekat sebuah pulau atau tempat lain, ciri2 pertama yang aku paling taknak skali adalah "PENTINGKAN DIRI"..

Aku xmarah, tapi aku sejujurnye sangat sedih..kau watlah aku camni. Nanti aku pentingkan diri balik kat kau baru kau tau..Tapi ironisnye, aku xnak pentingkan diri macam kau..BECAUSE I WOULD REALLY HATE IT IF I AM BECOMING JUST LIKE YOU.

Aku cube smalam untuk lupakan dan berlapang dada mcm Ikrimah, tp masyaAllah..susahnyeeeee...

So another alternative is to let it all out and never think about it again.

i don't care if you're gonna cry reading this. YOU NEED IT.

What are your tears for?

Do you easily shed your tears?

I saw a boy today near my home

He was so happy with a toy gun in his hand

So was his parents and sister

happily strolling down the street

chit-chatting with each other

Yesterday a friend was delighted to ask to make her a cake

She really likes cheese cake

I love her

but isn't it ironic?

People are dying of starvation

They couldn't eat what the body needs

let alone what the heart desires

but we just eat whatever the heart wants just because we like the taste

and we keep on baking and cooking

just because we can

Thousands of miles away from me,

A boy was struggling to survive

He's a terrorist for throwing rocks to invaders that terrorise his own land. 

He used to cry everyday for losing his loved ones,

one by one..

until he has no reason to be scared of losing more. 

He was just a child. 

barely a teenager.

I see him and his friends share the same dream

playing in the rotten alley 

perfumed by the smell of fresh blood

though the source took place 20 years ago in the same alley

They want to be free

They're screaming everyday for help

Yet we cast them away

We couldn't stand their pain and the noise they make

People are fighting for freedom

we're staring at them but we don't see them

Just because we can't relate to them. 

We talk and talk 

but the hands never moved

our feet are glued to the floor

We listen but we don't hear,

our eyes were watching rainbows and stars

We love peace and harmony,

but we call other races as underrated,

and our own as superior.

What actually have we done to even think so highly of ourselves?

Did we discover the penicilin?

Did  we build the first car?

Did we invent the computers?

Do we even know the words of God in Al-Quran?

Do we practise what we preach? 

People used to cry over life and death matters.

But now I see a girl cries over the grades she got on a piece of paper. 

Telling people how she worked hard on it.

I wonder,

where would she end up someday?

Is it my fault that she's crying over her grades?

Have I told someone before that a grade is everything?

Did I forget to tell her to grow up as a person?

Have I told her to be people, not as a devil's worshipper?

Am I encouraging her to chase the life than the death?

People used to cry over life and death matters.

I wonder, 

Has the world changed?

The world hasn't change.

We changed.

The King's Speech- lessons learned

What are you gonna do when you have always known you got a problem within yourself? 

I just think this movie has something new to offer to audience. Although I don't think parents would like it if their children being bombarded with the massive "F" word during the training. 


To be honest, I just can't sleep because I just did. 


Malaysian movie makers should try to learn from this movie in the sense of offering something fresh for the audience. "The king's Speech" for example, is basically about a king who had to deal with his stammering which he had since a kid and then he found a good trainer which then became his friend. Being a royal, and an heir to the throne, stammering is a big problem. Hence, the movie is directed nicely, and very good acting is performed, just to give us a glimpse of the real-case royal situation. That very simple storyline however, fits well just perfectly. 

Unlike the majority of Malaysian movie which have far more complicated story plots (more headache than entertainment if you ask me), They have nothing new or educational to offer to public. You gain nothing. That's it. I really hope some of them would read this. Pleaseeeeee make some simple decent movie for us to enjoy and have our thoughts to ponder on. Educate us with educated education. No more about mak datin and mega million projects or even rape, incest and all that. Set a good example for us. You could even learn from the Indonesian movie maker. Watch "Sang pencerah", dude...Don't just watch Bawang putih bawang Merah Sinetron..Malay Historical movie could only be counted with fingers. We still have loads of good books and novels to be adapted to silver screen. Why would you guys still choose to do about hantu and pocong and all that?


If anyone ask me, what do I learn from watching this movie, I could surely and elaborately answer them. And if they ask me, do I enjoy watching it, I would surely say yes!
If another question comes up, would you recommend it to others..depends. Some people don't like watching this kind of historical movie and prefer cartoon, or romantic comedy or useless comedy or some pointless drama. 


But for me, I like to learn and criticise every little thing I watch. The only thing that I could critic is my hearing problem. (I watched this movie without english subtitles, mind you, and I don't really have the most spectacular hearing either)

sorry for making u misunderstood

adui~ disebabkan aku buat entri yg buat certain of meknons pening kapla. so, i have to come out with one solution.. make a statement ahaha...

Ayin, entri bawah tu bukan utk meknon2. entri tu utk org lain.

sorry for making u wonder who? what? and why?
-farah-

random rants.. I guess..

Just wanna give some reminders to all of us especially me myself..

Please pay full attention on this one.

1. Don't ever say "NO" to me. I'll somehow gonna prove and show you that I can.

2. Don't talk about something totally unrelated when I'm talking. That's just the way I'm gonna treat you back.

moving on...

I've  always heard this one..  

But the reality is, it's really hard for me. 

Not many people know that I totally feel disgusted when I have to share food with people. I mean, when I have to use the same spoon used by someone else..I don't know why but...it's just YUCKYYY...I wonder what's going to happen if I have a husband one day..how are we going to share everything..okay, that's way too far to think for now. Well, that's the truth for you guys. I don't know if you know, but i'm telling you now. 

Sometimes when people asked me to share food, it makes me feel guilty. Well not to the point where I was about to cry though..I'm not that innocent. Well the point is, I DON'T SHARE THE SAME SPOON THAT HAS JUST GONE TO YOUR MOUTH OR DRINK FROM THE SAME BOTTLE WITH ANYONE ELSE. I'm not proud of that either. I'm not sure if there's any name for that or even if it's some kind of psychological disorder. Oh well...LIVE WITH IT PEOPLE! 

we are who we are

okay, I know that I wrote something about contributing to this blog after I'vefinished my exams..but have I got news for YOU!!! the internet was cut off and we just got it back this morning after I made some calls to the company..but, that's not what I was planning to type earlier..

I'm now planning the trip to Europe with my friends. We have to find as much details as we could to prepare ourselves there. We want this to be our chance to learn something new and  then share it with you guys back in home sweet home.. =)

I am planning to shoot a couple of videos just so I could show it to you guys what the heck are actually doing there.. I hope it's going to be awe...wait for it...SOME!! insyaAllah..

this may seems to be a little out of context but somehow, I just noticed that my writing hasn't been that deep anymore..well, I'm hoping to change that. You guys know that I used to have a blog (well, I still have it but I forgot the password so I can't have an access to it anymore), So I went there once in a while, and I just thought.. "WHOAA, this kid is good" hahaha I mean, I enjoyed writing them back then, and now when I read it, I enjoy reading it! So, I'm hoping that next time, we all would enjoy reading what each of us wrote in here.

P/S: I know you guys are busy over the holidays ( or no holidays, I don't know), but when I get back, I only have the first weekend to see you guys because after that, I have to do my practical work at UPM. That and the saturdays and sundays I guess..So please pretty please, let's meet up..

2nd P/S: I really don't get it with the previous entry..there are so many questions racing through my mind now..like who wrote it? Why? What happened? Is it my fault? oh man...

well just to cheer things up, look at mah photos peeps!!

blooming flowers at Massey entrance

beautiful rainbow SubhanAllah

somewhere in Manawatu

Somewhere in Manawatu part 2 hehe

beautiful Massey Uni

Sakura aka cherry blossom =)

i think..

i'm gonna update this blog after i've finished exam (this monday to be exact)

it's gonna be awe...(wait for it)...some!

RASA MACAM DIREJECT xpon DIEKSEP??

kite tau ke yang sama ada kite ni kena reject xpun kena accept dek orang??
yelah,mulut die bermanis dengan kite, tapi bile tengok dpd cara die pandang kite pun kite boleh agak kan yang die susa nak accept kite ni sebnonye sebahagian dpd masyarakat jugak..
mulut kan boleh menipu,mimik muke yang susah nak tipu kan??

entah, bile aku tengok benda macamni,
baru terpikio yang boleh ke kite yang sebagai manusie ni suke2 kuasa nak mereject orang,mengeksep orang??
even kite ade pilihan yg boleh buatkan kite boleh mereject ngan menngeksep orang.. 


betullah,aku tak buat apa-apa salah kat orang yang buat muke reject nih,
die pon xbuat apa2 salah kat aku pon...
dan kalau aku xkisah pasal benda nipon ,
xde pape masalah pon yang boleh jadi (setakat nilah)


mungkinlah perangai aku memang diorang xboleh nak terima,
tapi disebabkan rasa nak beradab,
diorang pon bemanis mulut la dengan aku...

entah...
rasa menyampah bila orang hipokrit dengan kite...
tapi memang fitrah manusia jugak r,
xkan xterasa bila dia memang tunjuk sangat reject die kat kite...
jadi kalau xnak sentap secara direct,
terima je r "accept" hipokrit die tuh..
 kite pon bukannya ada kuasa mutlak pon nk mereject2 org nih...
kite pon kadang2 sbnonye tmasuk jugak dalam golongan "mereject" orang nih...
cuma akal kite nih je...
sedar ke x hipokrit yang kite penah buat tuh..