eksem,aku curik masa jap!!

I miss you

Salamun a'laik and good day...

just want to shout out here. I MISS YOU, FRIEND! omo... tahu la ko dah tepu gila study microbiology. tapi xyah la kluar gaya mcm ala2 ko tu stress sgt. huuuuu... haru seyh.

exam is few days more. STRIVE FOR EXCELLENCE!
Januari nanti kita lepak lagi ye... :)

Wordless Wednesday

:)

I hate you

-entri ini bukan untuk warga meknon-

ehem... tgk tajuk pun dh tahu ak pnya emo mcmana. entri ni lbih kpada entri kecewa dgn seseorang.

direct la ye... aku kecewa sbb aku anggap kau mmg kawan yg boleh diharap.
aku kecewa sbb selama ni ak anggap kau jenis kawan yg baik2.
rupanya... Allah. sabarnya aku sbb xmelenting depan kawan2 and the most important, depan kau.

diam je.

tanpa aku sedar, mcmtu rupanya kau cakap belakang aku ye? hmm... yg bgitahu kat aku pun, orang lain. but boleh dipercayai la sumber tu.
diam diam aku, kau gunakan sebaik2nya ye...

kalau dah tak tahu buat kerja mcmna, tolong bgtahu aku. aku bukan jenis makan orang. aku masih makan nasi dgn ayam.

jangan tunjuk sangat bodoh awak tu dengan sikap sombong. orang tua2 kata, "bodoh sombong (?)"

hmm... kau kata, "oh i get this result from other group". sedar x result tu akan effect utk further lab reports? bila aku cakap, "for the result, i just simply took from others" kau jawab, "x effect ke?" oh! pandai plak kau bagi reason gtu.

haiz... geramnya aku... aku diam lagi. aku merana dapat lab mate mcm kau.

luckily, semangat aku masih ada. anyway, thanks for being my lab mate, course mate, lecture mate yg "sekepala" dengan aku for almost 3 sem. after this, go find your own lab mate by yourself. enough la asking me with silly question, "farah, awak ambil lab session berapa ye next sem?"

aku rimas.

btw, thanks for showing your true colors during 3rd sem. so, i've knew your attitude and i've 5 more sem to pair with anybody else for lab. enough is enough. pengajaran utk aku. never be TOO KIND with people like them. Life must go on. Never give up. Final exam is just around the corner. Usaha, dan sabarlah kamu. :(

now i remember

a friend of mine noticed something that even I didn't.

"How come you're looking so sad?" 

I was shocked. 

" Do I?" 

That got me thinking..I do feel sad..but over what?

well, let's just say, when I got back here, I realised, I'm worried. 

I'm worried of being the old me. 

I was so excited about going back home but when I do actually reached home, I remembered the exact reason why I wanted to go in the first place. 

maybe i'm just hopeless when it comes to family matter. 

I intend to write more, but some things are just not to be shared. 

p/s: isn't it ironic when a person totally unrelated by blood knows you more than your own family? and the family claim they know you more than you do. It's just add to the disappointment when they're dead wrong and they think you're wrong and they're still the right one.