I was a child in my parents' arms.
I was a loner.
I just realized that I was.
I just realized that I was.
Saw animals that could fly.
Biting my tongue until it bleed.
Even tried to see the atoms with my naked eye.
Sat in the living room with family, when everyone was present and alive.
Watched documentary about travelling, animals, history, and just about anything.
How I love those moments.
With that, now I know.
Door knob isn't placed in the middle as it will be harder to open the door.
The water from the hose not only precious to the plants, it also has projectile motion.
Bees have wings that could not support them to fly, yet, they fly anyway.
Tongue has receptors and blood vessels.
Atoms do exist, invisible to the naked eye.
Now I have a sweet, eternal memory of my own family and what I'd like in the future.
I am the outlier.
I am weird and I admit it.
But hear this out, I have met and read about other weird people.
And they rock!
You don't have to judge me,
As I already judged myself.
Am nowhere near perfect.
I love my flaws, although sometimes it made me weep.
With these flaws, I made a choice.
A choice which sometimes makes me a winner.
But sometimes it turns me into a loser.
A winner walks proudly before she begins to make a wrong turn.
She thinks this is her destiny.
She keeps walking on, finding her true destination.
But to no avail.
She keeps on looking for signs, but she couldn't find it.
I am lucky to go to places.
But I worked so hard for it.
So it's not fair when people say I am a slacker.
I never regretted anything I've done.
Not many people choose the path that I just took.
But I learned so much.
That's what's count for.
I have my own ups and downs.
When I'm down.
I just hope you will bring me back up again.
I don't need to hear solutions.
I just need consolations.
Sometimes, that is all I need.
A simple encouraging words.
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