assalamualaikum, I have news for you

I am officially did not make it to be a vet. 

right now, i'm going through another phase in my life. 

I was crushed, but right now, I am not sad. 

I always thought Allah already gave me the chance of obtaining something else that everybody else rarely gets. 

I am the kinda person who always get what I want when I put all of my focus into it. 

If you know me, then you'll surely know that I'm not the kinda person who works too hard 24/7. 

I hate to work hard just to get good grades on a piece of paper.

I used to love and be passionate about studying. 

I guess, I'm losing it. 

I was bombarded with thoughts that I have to make it just for the sake of my family and just for my own passion.

I was losing the real purpose of 'why' I was sent here in the beginning.

But no worries folks! 

I have another new mission. My ULTIMATE GOAL !

I want to be a successful mukmin.

I want to be successful both in this world and in the hereafter.

As you might expect, It is hard to not be in the mainstream. 

I was always different from the people around me. 

always.

Often, people could not believe it that I was the youngest in my family. 

Just because I wasn't the type.

I was and still am hard-headed, simple minded but sometimes my thoughts can be really complicated and too deep.  

so many more to add but can't be added. 

My apologise to family and friends. 

I didn't make it.